Freaking edgy..I hate it...super HATE it...too much tension..too much burden felt..too much of everything....Seriously, how do you people cope with studies la?? I remembered that studying Law wasn't this tough loh.. Nobody ever warned me that PR is gonna be tough..everyone said...PR is easier than law..i beg to differ...PR IS WAY HARDER THAN LAW!

Do i look like some kind of super bionic woman??? Do i look like i have supernatural powers whereby I can do work at the speed of lightning? -_-" -shall be updated tommorow-

Read aiai's blog...and she wanted me to do this :

RULES OF THE GAME:
Each player of the game starts off with ten weird things or habits or known facts abt yourself. People who get tagged must write it in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs !

1. I love eating. I can eat ALOT of times in a day as long as the food is nice.
2. Craves for choc mint ice cream in the middle of the night
3. Thinks that paying RM7 to watch a ghost movie to scare yourself in the cinema is dumb.
4. Loves comedies and happy ending stories
5. I hate to play games that can easily game over. -_-" Im kiasu.
6. I get stressed even for the most minor reasons.
7. I have a "thing" for mushroom/chicken soups. Can't resist them.
8. I love to design stuff. But i'm never good at art.
9. Wish i had magical powers =/
10. I get super annoyed if people ask dumb questions. Pisses me off =/

The 6 people : Its a MUST lols !
- Eric
- Anna
- Jin Wang
- Wei Xin
- May Jie?
- Huey Juen


My hostel is haunted!!! Ahhhhh!!! -_-" Ok...i have never seen the "ghost/ghosts" before.. (Thank God for that..coz i don't WANT/PLAN to see them) but then... nearly 4 out of 7 days...always around 8pm...then around 11pm..or sometimes at 2am.. you can actually hear "Loud piercing screams" -_-" *faints* ... Ok, you might tell me..yeah... maybe people playing around la..... or purposely scream to scare people.. But my answer to you is.. Where got ppl scream till "SUPER LONG" wan... surely that person will go out of breath...then ah.. the scream is SUPER HIGH PITCH! -_-" zzzz.. and i don't think anyone is so wu liao to actually scream at 2am la... )(@#*)!(*@)!*@)!(@* Sobs... Pls mr ghost/ms ghost.. don't come disturb me k.. sobs... T___T

Damn loh... i score more than 90 in the stress test... 90 and still counting de loh... i don't dare count somemore thats why i stop at 90 -_-" The more i see my stress score..the more stressed i get.... zzzzz. *Faints*




STRESS TEST by Thomas D. Yarnell, Ph.D. Clinical Psychologist


In this fast paced, constantly changing world, stress is an ever increasing problem. Undue stress wears down our immune system and leaves us susceptible to all types of physical ailments. The following list contains symptoms generally related to stress.You can print this page or just keep track of your score as you rate each symptom according to the following rating scale:




HOW SERIOUS AND HOW OFTEN POINTS


Not A Problem 0
Mild And Occasional 1
Mild And Often 2
Severe But Occasional 4
Severe And Often 5




STRESS SYMPTOMS


Unusual heart beat (fast, pounding, irregular, etc.)
Unusual breathing (fast, shallow)
Restless feeling (feels like you have to move)
Feels warm or hot when it isn't
Sweat more than normal
Obsessive worrying
Dry mouth
Muscles feel tight or tense
Nervous stomach (gas, diarrhea, constipation)
Heartburn
Urinate more than normal for you
Fatigue
Headaches
Panic attacks
Often have colds
Perfectionist
Often get the flu
Uncomfortable around other people
Loss of appetite
Increase in appetite
Workaholic
Frequent aches and pains
Nausea
Lack of concentration
Insomnia
Memory loss
Feel self-conscious
Depressed
Crying spells
Sexual problems (any kind)
Irritable
Lonely
Fearful
Anxiety
Anger
Unhappy when there is no apparent reason
Shy
Too serious
Dissatisfied with where you are in your life
Difficulty giving emotional support to others



Now add your score. 20 points or more indicates that you need to do something to reduce the amount of stress in your life. Some "Stress Management Techniques" are relatively easy to learn and don't require professional help..


32 WAY TO REDUCE YOUR STRESS

1. Take a break.
2. Be cheerful.
3. Go for a walk.
4. Take frequent, short vacations.
5. Eat a balanced diet.
6. Exercise vigorously at least 3 times a week.
7. Get more sleep than you are currently getting.
8. Laugh. Don't take yourself to seriously.
9. Get a hobby. Do something just for the fun of it.
10. Allow pleasant thoughts to run through your mind.
11. Allow time for the unexpected.
12. Learn to say "no".
13. Stop smoking.
14. Leave early enough so you don't have to rush.
15. Reduce your intake of caffeine.
16. Set aside some time to be quiet every day.
17. Pray on a regular basis.
18. Think good thoughts about the people you encounter every day.
19. Seek the help and advice of the people you trust.
20. Develop a support group.
21. Become aware of tense muscles and relax them.
22. Add some variety to your life. Do something different.
23. Keep in touch with friends and relatives.
24. Reduce your consumption of alcohol.
25. Learn to give and accept compliments.
26. Get comfortable in a chair, close your eyes and take 3 deep breaths. As you exhale, let your whole body relax. Enjoy it for a minute and then go back to what you were doing.
27. Treat others with respect.
28. Treat yourself with respect.
29. Make a realistic list of things you need or would like to accomplish each day. Start doing the most important first. That way, even if you don't finish your list, you are getting the most important ones finished first.
30. Our feelings and behaviors are started by our thoughts. Think good, positive thoughts and you will help relieve your stress.
31. Take responsibility for your feelings. When you get angry, take a break and cool down before you act.
32. Know your values and priorities and be true to them.

Yawns...tired day after class...from 8am till 6pm lehs... -_-" Can die loh... My lecturers must be thinking we're God.... sobs.... Die liow.. got stress...sobs... PR midterm is SOOOO TOUGH LA!!!! Damn... then need study IT...need study Mass Com oso T__T .. next week need to do presentation on Pengajian AM... T__T .. Need to edit the IT presentation... need to do Oral presentation.... need to do Mass Com individual assignment.... SOBS LA!!! I'm not GOD leh!!!! HELP!!! SOMEONE HELP!!! SOS!!!!!

Damn printer!

Damn assignments!

Damn hectic schedule!

Damn annoying people asking annoying questions!

Damn the locker door!

Damn the hot weather!

Damn the stupid photostat machine!

Damn the subjects!

-_-" Sorry.. feeling agitated thats all. Good night

Emotions turmoil..sighs... why must humans have emotions? For us to love and care for others? for us to have sympathy, compassion for others? If yes, how about jealousy and fears? and also hatred?

Was looking back at pictures taken while i was in Singapore... emotions started to flood me... I miss May and Shyan so much!!!! I really really do... Both of them were my pillars of strength whenever i was weak....they still are... =) No matter how busy we are, somehow, we never forget to drop each other a sms / a call/or even a msn message to enquire on "how are you?"

I remember the times when we used to have sleepovers together, the KTV sessions together, the shopping, the movie's , the "pc bunk" sessions, the maple times, the audition times , and loads more... I loved the way we had "eating sessions" together.. Remember the chocolate fondue? Or when me and May were being lame..jumping across the water fountain in Vivo City?

Its time like these, when i'm feeling all alone that I wish you guys were in Malaysia...to lend me a shoulder to lean on... Sighs.. but nevertheless, I'm glad I have friends like you both... sorry la... today feeling abit emotional.. lols....

Thanks dear for helping me with the "links" section =x ... I believe God is being extra generous to me lately..hahaha..he blessed me with a wonderful bf... to guide my path , so that I will never get lost again... =) Hugs dear...

To may and shyan : Wait for meeeeee!!! I am soooo gonna come singapore once I have my holidays!!! I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!! *sobs*

New layout!! new layout!! Is it nice??? Somehow, i feel the pair of black and white sneakers up there doesn't really match the layout =/ Hmm.. thanks aiai for helping me with this layout!! I'm never gonna be good at html's. Period.

I lost a number of link's to your blog's ... so, if you do not see your name appearing at the "Link" section.. please feel free to drop me a line in msn to announce to me your blog link again. So sorry...

Woots, i finally finnish my 2 page plan for my magazine. Now, i have to prepare my english oral presentation, my mass com individual assignment, and the magazine itself. Work work work, i'm loaded with work!!!

7 more days to see my baby~~ <3<3 must be patient...

Note to ownself : Please cancel appointment with Wellness Spa for next weekend, Research on Oral Presentation, Research on Mass Com individual assignment, Finnish the magazine project, Research on PR group work, Check on PM's assignment.

STRESS !!!!! Yeah.. i'm stressed out... actually, i think all my classmates are stressed out.. I'm not the only one... We're loaded with assignments.. as group leader for 3 out of 5 assignments..can you imagine the workload im undertaking????!!!!! _(@#*@!_@(!(@~!!!

Then, no thanks to my course tutors... they announced today the dates of Midterms!! HURaaY!!! -.-" Sighs....

Then due date of assignment Mass com : nxt week ; thursday.

Due date of english presentation : Nxt nxt week..

Due date of mass com individual assignment : 3 more weeks?

*note : must check on IT presentation

NOTE: MUST APPLY PTPN , MUST CERTIFY ALL DOCUMENTS , MUST PRINT OUT RELEVANT SUPPORTING DOCUMENTS , MUST PURCHASE STEM HASIL ...

NOTE: MUST PRINT OUT PR NOTES..

NOTE: MUST PRINT OUT IT NOTES

NOTE: GET HP COVER FIX, GET GUTH AND MARSH BOOK FROM LIBRARY...

#*@)#@)(*( *Faints on bed*


Hehehehe.. pardon me for my caps lock..need to vent out my anger.. I'm fine...really.. i'm fine... I thrive under pressure. seriously. I'm the kind of person who loves workload... =/ Yeah.. i'm nuts. But i work efficiently under datelines. I'm just those kind of person.

P.s : Dear, no matter what will happen to us in the future, i just want you to know that i'm really glad to have you... and we shall overcome any obstacles that comes in our way together.. Love ya lots.

-weeps myself to bed-

Its not a good day today..totally zzz..lets see..i forgot to set my alarm clock this morning for my 8am class.... luckily..my baby woke me up...poor thing..he has to wake up extra early just to wake me... *hugs baby..thank you* ..

Then...arrived on time to Uni....found out that..alot of assignments need to submit next week *groans...* To make matters worse.... lecturers start telling us.. "eh ppl, week 9 all got mid terms ah.." DOUBLE ZZZZZ...... fine loh...no choice..sobs

Then..feeling extra cold in class....left my sweater back in Malacca =( ... Feeling feverish.... =/ .... Then....trying to cheer things up..planned group outing to cinema ....

All seemed to go well when...suddenly...someone announced "Eh, Public Uni results out already!!" ... So everyone sms/check on the internet... Oh..alot of them got University of Sabah....

Most important of all...my group member..Serena, also got Uni of Sabah... She's pretty reluctlant to go...because its so darn far away..and she's offered a course which she's not really interested in going....

I'm gonna miss a wonderful group member... a wonderful friend.. a wonderful companion.. although we have not known each other for long.. but somehow, the impact you have made in my life is great enough for me to tell you, you're a true friend indeed.

*Prayers for today : Hope dear will recover from his sore throat/flu.. ; Hopes that Serena will be happy in Sabah; Hopes that mid terms questions will be easy ; Hopes that mummy is healthy and happy back in Malacca... ; Hopes that Anna is doing well in HELP ; Hopes that Shyan and May is happy ; Hopes that kor is in good health again..

God works in mysterious ways. Seriously... I used to declare out loud to my friends that i will NEVER EVER date/get into a relationship with a guy who is a Christian.. Its not that I have anything against Christianity la..its just that.. i feel that i'm a staunch Buddhist...to avoid arguments in the future, it would be best not to get into a relationship with someone of different religion.

Well, like I said... God has his own plans for me... Here I am, in a relationship with a wonderful person....who is a Christian... Ironic isn't it? .. But, I know for sure that we will never have arguments on religion because my dear is a patient person with me.. =) I would say that, he is a blessing to me from God... I really do appreciate and cherish you dear ... =)

I have tonsssssssss of assignments to do!!! Someone save me pls... *drowning.....* Sobs... Its not that i'm lazy and don't wanna do my assignments..its just that they are tough!!! Really tough!!! and I have a particular uncooperative group member.. how laaaa howwwwwwww..... Sobss....

I love the feeling of being back in Melaka...its always good to be home... with familiar surroundings...familiar faces...familiar scents... =) Later tonight need to go back to PJ already..sobs... alone again in that wretched room.... =/ ok la..maybe i'm exageratting a little..its not wretched.. but it doesnt feel homely and cosy..get what i mean??

I misssss my dear!!!!! I miss my aiai's!!!!! sobs.... I need a study break =x *badly want one*

A Prayer for You

I said a prayer for you today,
And know God must have heard.
I felt the answer in my heart
Although He spoke no word.

I didn't ask for wealth or fame,
I knew you wouldn't mind.
I asked Him to send treasures
Of a far more lasting kind.

I asked that He'd be near you
At the start of each new day,
To grant you health and blessings
And friends to share your way.

I asked for happiness for you
In all things great and small,
But it was for His loving care
I prayed the most of all.

– Frank Zamboni (1901-1988)


This is a prayer for you =) You know who you are...

Woots, sorry all for my lack of post =) . No, i did not go M.I.A (missing in action). Its just that i didnt had an internet connection you see. Well, for those of you who didn't know, I've embarked on a new journey in my life - Uni life.

I'm currently sitting in my not-so cozy room in PJ staring outside the window at the heavy rain...Sighs... rainy days always makes me feel gloomy.. I cant help but wonder if he is alright...

I've started Uni life in University Tunku Abdul Rahman...in PJ ss 13. Life is hectic here, lots of assignments and works piled up. Currently i have 5 individual assignments and 5 group projects in my hands. *Faints*

I'm suppose to be doing my Pengajian Am essay right now..but I cant concentrate.. I'm just staring at the window...looking out at the rain... listening to sad songs all the way in my Windows Media Player..

I hate history repeating itself.. Sometimes, I wonder what God has instored for me.. Why does he plan my life in such a way... I always seem to have an issue with guys and their ex gf's *Rolls eyes* ... its quite saddening you know.

My room window has a pretty good view I would say...I can see the KLCC tower from here... And at night, when the lights are all lighted, it looks beautiful... I'd like to express my gratitude to my cousin bro, Raymond, Rands, Darrel and Meow who've made my day much easier to pass during my first week in KL....

It was tough during the first week as I was pretty homesick.. Ok, i need to get back to my assignment..Shall blog more when i have the time...see ya guys =) <3 always. God bless