Jealousy is the route of all eviL?? *nods nods..* But i can't help it.. =x Its normal for humans to get jealous right???? *puppy eyes* I can't help it that I want better grades than my classmates, I can't help it if my friend's new handbag is nicer than mine..or the same as mine (but she bought it cheaper) =x I can't help it if other ppl's parents indulge lavishly on their daughters while mine insist on "working hard for your own things" =x

But i'm thankful...I am.. =) I'm thankful for many things in life.. I'm thankful that I have a super loving/caring mum (who nags at me alot for my own good) .. I'm thankful for him (for being so loving).. I'm thankful to my friends (Shyan, May, Anna, Yee.. Di.. -_-" ) Ahem.. ^_^

Aiyah...must alwiz count your blessings k... Everytime when i feel jealous about other ppl..or start to feel insecured... I start counting my blessings =) Then i'll be fine all again.... =x

Lalalala~~ <3 *Off to study IT mid term =( *

Emotional day.

e·mo·tion·al (-msh-nl) KEY

ADJECTIVE:

1. Of or relating to emotion: an emotional illness; emotional crises.
2. Readily affected with or stirred by emotion: an emotional person who often weeps.
3. Arousing or intended to arouse the emotions: an emotional appeal.
4. Marked by or exhibiting emotion: an emotional farewell.

*yawns...* blame it on the weather... it was raining and gloomy the whole day.. =/ Had a super boring class in the morning...travelled back to Melaka... Stupid bumpy ride made me super dizzy... -_-"

Period is over. I get emotional after periods? =x Hahaha.. trying to cheer myself up =/

The below poem was shown to us by my English lecturer Mr David Tneh this morning..

It is madness...

To hate roses because you got scratched with one thorn...
To give up on your dreams because one didn't come true...
To lose faith in prayers because one was not answered...
To give up on your efforts because one of them failed...
To condemn all your friends because one betrayed you...
Not to believe in love because someone was unfaithful or didn't love you back...
To throw away all your chances to be happy because you did not succeed on the first attempt...
I hope that as you go on your way
You don't give in to madness
Remembering always..
Another chance may come up..
Another friend
A new love
A renewed strength
Be persistent and look for happiness in every day
The sure path to failure is to give up! It is often through failure that future success come – KEEP TRYING!
God bless you.

Baby..this is dedicated to you.. =) Love ya lots.. We shall walk through this journey called life together...for good or for bad... hugs...

Cramps ah....super major duper cramps... T__T Its that time of the month again..this time worse than ever... zzz... I kinda like loss a masive amount of blood... i think i can actually pump a whole elephant healthy with the amount of blood i lost... <-- ok maybe i'm gua zhang abit... but i did lose alot of blood loh.. sobs narh... Why must gal go through this kind of suffering leh.. =x You guys should experience something like this oso loh...not fair *pouts*

Hehehe...dear thought i fainted?? Keep calling my hp..hehehe... Ok la, i know i'm evil by laughing by seriously.. i'm super touched la...hahaha... at least I know dear super guan xin wo.... ^_^v ...

Due to those stupid menstrual cramps, i wasn't able to follow my schedule of the day... couldn't go out shopping with my fren, couldn't do homework, couldn't do housework.. all I could do was lie on my bed and sleep! Stupid hormones.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IffeZq83JNs <-- aiai showed me this video which was produced by her schoolmates...then aiai suddenly screamed... "my wei lai how.... got so many lame people.." Muahhaha... poor aiai... too many lame guys producing in SG already... come m'sia la aiai.. i intro you to good guys =x ...

I wanna sing K!! I wanna sing K!!! I miss singing K with aiai!!! I wanna watch harry potter!!!! Why are all the cinema's fully booked!! I wanna read harry potter's last book!!! 10 more days!!! zzzz... I want....i want.... A NEW HANDBAG!! I need alot of things.. Gosh.. i'm beginning to sound demanding.. no, i'm not always like this... its the hormones.blame it on them. i'm usually much more reasonable =x *looks all angelic* I am....really... ^_^v

I don't like getting all serious in this blog, it ain't my type... I believe we live in this present life once only, and there is no turning back. So i'd prefer to live my life to the fullest filled with laughter than being a sour grape and keep complaining and whiny and acting all serious. Sure, there are times when we have to be serious, but definitely not in this blog. You ain't finding anything here except my daily tantrums =) Ciaoz~

*head is spinning, feeling extremely sleepy...slaps ownself to keep awake* sighs.. this is my routine everyday after classes. Sobs..classes on Monday and Tuesdays are extremely draggy and BORING!

People should quit back stabbing. Its bad for karma you know.. -_-" Seriously, why can't you just be frank and confront the person that you have an issue with him/her? Wouldn't that be much easier and a better way to solve the problem?? By stabbing a person at the back just proves you're a coward and nothing else.

I highly recommend "Drive me crazy" by Nancy warren.. Super nice book to read.. "How to kill your husband" by Kathy Lette and "She'll take it" by Mary Carter. All nice books =)

Harry Potter is coming ouT!! Hurrah!! Can't wait to see it!!

Jason has this intriguing msn status --> girls are the most hard to understand creature God has ever created..not even Einstein can figure out what a girl is thinking <-- my answer to you is "It takes one , to know one" =)

Everyone seems to be m.i.a. Anna gone mia... Shyan aiai oso mia... May oso mia... Sobs... T__T

Why got sooo many examsss... nooooo why.... T___T *Bang wall*

I don't get it..why do you make yourself sound so miserable and pathetic.. You blame the whole world for the bad stuff that is happening in your life..You make it sound as if the whole world owes you..The world does not owe you anything...It is up to us to make our own lives better. Make do with what you have and be grateful that you, compared to others who are less fortunate are much better off. Can't stand this kind of attitude.

I always thank God that im blessed with my family members (albeit not all of them are grateful of my existence), wonderful friends (don't know if they are thankful for my existence or not), and my dear (who is a wonderful blessing from God) and all the help i get whenever I'm in need of help...

And yeah, i know its in the nature of all gals to b*tch about other gals, but I really think we should hold our horses back sometimes...lets not forget that, whenever we point our finger at others, four other fingers are pointing back at us.. We are humans..and humans are bound to imperfections.. why cant we just try and look at the good side of people instead of their bad sides?

I know that probally some of you are cursing me while reading this text blog of mine.. coz you might feel that "what la this shirlyn...think that she is a saint or something ah... she also got b*tch bout others before what!" Well, sad to admit it... but its true.. i do b*tch bout others too... but im trying to control/change myself for the better..coz i don't like ppl b*tching bout me back.

On another note, im exhausted. Classes are driving me up the wall. Classes starts from 8am (requires me to wake up everyday at 6am) and ends at 7pm. Enduring long hours of lectures/tutorials...massive jams at 7pm...and so forth.. God bless my lecturers for making me wake up so early. HAHAHAHHAHAA =x no i mean it... hahahhaa No really, im serious... =x who am i kidding? Lols.. =x

Aiyah..sorry.. don't mind me..i've gone bonkers = ciaoz =

Copied from Huey Juen's blog. Had a super long day at Uni today...8am class till 7.30pm...huahuahuahuhua *drops dead on bed*


Layer One: On The Outside
Name: Shir Lyn
Birth Date: XX May 1987
Current status: Not available
Eye Colour: Dark brown
Hair Colour: Reddish brown
Righty or Lefty: Righty

Layer Two: On The Inside
Your Heritage: Mixture of peranakan, cantonese and hokkien
Your Fears: frogs.
Your Weaknesses: pressure
Your Perfect Pizza: with lots of cheeseeeeeeee

Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: "WHat time ah now?"
Your Bedtime: 11pm mostly
Your Most Missed Memory: Spending time with dear

Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: None. I support KFC =x
Single or Group Dates: Single?
Adidas or Nike: Adidas?
Tea or Nestea: Tea.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Choc mint can?
Cappuccino or Coffee: I dont take caffeine

Layer Five: Do You...
Smoke: No
Curse: When im agitated, yes
Think you've been in love: yes
Go to school: yes
Want to get married: yes
Believe in yourself: yes
Think you're a health freak: no..im not health conscious =x i have chocolates for breakfast..hahahaha

Layer Six: In The Past Month
Have you...
Drank alcohol: Yes
Gone to the mall: Duh..im a shopaholic..
Been on stage: nope
Eaten sushi: sadly, no
Dyed your hair: yes

Layer Seven: Have You Ever...
Played A Stripping Game: hahaha..yes =x
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Nope

Layer Eight: You're Hoping
To Be Married: To my bf =)
For a: im hoping for a....First class honours degree =)

Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye + Best Hair Color Combination: Red hair with light brown eyes?
Short Hair or Long Hair: depends

Layer Ten: What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago: answering your questionaire
1 Hour Ago: downstairs purchasing food
4.5 Hours Ago: In lecture hall
1 Month Ago: June 3rd? In lecture hall also
1 Year Ago: Enjoying life at home

Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence
I Love: the smell of the morning air
I Feel: stressed
I Hate: when i'm overloaded with work and i do not seem to have enough time
I Hide: if im feeling miserable
I Miss: my baby!
I Need: to have more time in a day

Layer Twelve: Tag Five People
- Shyan aiai!!!
- Meow?? (If you're free & kuasa )
- May jie?
-aiyah..cant think of anymore..just do it if you feel like doing it

*Yawns* -_-" Its always the same ol me... Everytime study last minute wan... Shirlyn ah shirlyn...cannot like that la...must study earlier... =x Hahahhaa..I never seem to learn do I? Hehehehe... aiyah... cannot be helped la.. got TOO many assignments already..where got time to study..wan go toilet oso no time loh... T__T sobs..

Luckily got dear to the rescue~~ Dear helped me de-stress on saturday and sunday!! Really appreciate it alot dear...hehehe... seeing you just makes my day!! Mwahss!!!

What to do..what to do...oh ya..must study...ok ok .ciaoz