Hellos all...its that time of the year again...New Year Resolution Time!



I'm sick of making new year resolutions..i never seem to be able to keep them..i might be able to keep them for the first few months, sometimes even worse, just days..and then i forget all about them. So whats the point of making new year resolutions?



Nevertheless, I hope in the year of 2009, everything will go smoothly for me and Eric and mummy. I will try my best to try to relax and keep my sanity in check or i might end up in Tanjung Rambutan one fine day.



I met my darling May aiai on Christmas...I'm so glad to finally be able to meet her after 2 years... Sighs..i miss her so...However, i'm not that fortunate to be able to meet my another lovely aiai, Shyan. Who's to be blamed? ME! I forgot to bring my passport. Crap. I travelled from KL to JB to realise i forgot to bring my passport at the border of JB. Great Shirlyn, that's so like you.



I'm really sorry Shyan aiai... I promise i'll find time to visit you in 2009. Will post up pics tonight or tommorow. Now, i'm just gonna kick back and relax and probably watch tele with Eric. I ain't gonna go anywhere crowded to do countdown and get myself stuck in the jam and probably end up doing the countdown in the jam in the car.



Loves, ShirLyn. Happy New Year everyone!

Its Christmas Eve!!!



I cant wait to see May and Shyan..my two most loved aiais!!!



Merry Christmas everyone...have a blessed new year as well!

Why do humans pay so much to get intoxicated and then start doing things they regret the very next day??



Same goes for why do humans pay to watch scary movies when all they do in the cinema is close their eyes because they are afraid?



Don't get me wrong...I'm not against alcohol or scary movies...In fact, i love to drink every now and then and watch scary movies as well



But I've often seen lots of instances when people get drunk and regret the very next day..



Surā-meraya-majja-pamādaṭṭhānā veramaṇī sikkhāpadaṃ samādiyāmi

What does love means to you?



What does perseverance means to you??



What does 幸福的抉择 means to you??



Was having a chat with an old friend today... I've known her for about 4 years? She used to be in a relationship with her then bf for about ..i don't know...8 years?? They broke up last year...due to indifference?? due to pressure?? due to heated tension??



The lady tried to salvage the relationship but the guy was persistent in breaking up...The reason? He could no longer tolerate her...



It sucks seeing love falling apart...It sucks seeing such a long relationship breaking down...The guy recently fell in love again...The girl.....still single..



I cannot really explain the emotions I am feeling right now..Its a mixture of sadness....disappointment... etc..

Perhaps its due to the lack of mystery among them anymore...Perhaps its due to lack of tolerance....Perhaps "we" no longer exist.."I" comes to take place...Perhaps they drifted apart... Perhaps its fated...



So many questions...left unanswered...




I personally wish and hope my relationship would never end...I pray and hope for the best for all couples out there...Persevere...If ever you have doubts in your relationship....Just think back on the reason you fell in love with her/him in the first place...remind yourself of that reason.... It takes two hands to clap...Reflect on yourself before you push the blame to your partner...As the saying goes..If you point one finger at someone, four fingers are pointing back at you..

Hey all,



I just finished my Year 2 Semester 2 final examinations today! Hooray!!



Think i'm stress free already? Well think again! My exams ended pretty sucky. I don't think i did well in my last paper. It was crap!



Aww..bla...Xmas is around the corner...Samsung Pixon is on my top wish list along with Nintendo Wii...ah...I got Eric's xmas gift already..he's even using it now...LG Cookie... =)



No mood to blog..crappy feeling...



XOXO

Happy 21st Birthday to my darling Yee Chien



Wow..how time flies..i've known this awesome girl for about...*starts counting* 8 years???



It all started during tuition...hahaha..oh boy..those were the days..I hardly knew her back then..She was rather quiet and reserved. But hey, don't let this outer appearance fool you..she's one happy and loud girl!



She kinda resembles me in some ways..Outspoken..she tells you straight without hiding things..Thats what i love about her..



My dear, although we don't spend much time together as much as I hope we could, I'd still like to tell you that I appreciate your friendship very much and I love you.



Have a blessed and wonderful 21st birthday!

Aihs...insomnia again...Must be the stupid Brands Essence of Chicken i had a few hours ago..



Here I am again...ranting bout my boring life...I seem to be able to express myself better at night..I wonder why..



I always feel insecure...Insecure about studies...family....love...friendship....everything basically..I have very flamboyant or should i say wild imaginations of me failing my studies or perhaps simply falling from a lift which i'm taking...to falling into the drain whenever i cross those metal bars on the drain..or perhaps the dog at the opposite side of the road is so gonna chase me...to I'm gonna go crazy soon...to Eric's gonna leave me for some hot blonde bimbo (don't worry dear.. I know you wont..)... But at the end of the day..I know none of this might come true..I'm just delusional



I had the wackiest dream yesterday night..I dreamt i was balancing on poles 10 storeys high..swinging between poles on thin cables...I was woken up by the alarm on the phone...ah...dreams...



I'm getting crankier as days are approaching to my finals..Forgive me