Chasing Rainbows

2009-12-20T17:58:00.003+08:00

100 posts has passed since the beginning of this blog

Things are different now

Can't help but feeling what I am feeling right now

Love my baby to bits

Feeling a little down currently

Sighs

2009-11-28T20:17:00.002+08:00

I am

i. Often misunderstood

ii. Unwilling to clarify my misunderstandings by others

iii. Unwilling to initiate conversations with others

iv. Always wanting things I cannot afford to have

v. Always being very demanding

vi. Unwilling to make new friends

vii. Unwilling to put on a mask infront of people

viii. Always angry at unnecessary happenings

ix. Missing my dad and aunt very very very much

x. Wishing that I can find true happiness in my life

2009-05-27T23:45:00.002+08:00

I'm hungry

I posted a new blogskin

I posted a new song

I'm bored

2009-04-24T19:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SHYAN AIAI :)

2009-04-23T17:04:00.001+08:00

Took a quiz awhile ago forwarded by my god-bro, Henry.

Congratulations, friend! You are Aether, you rarest and most mystical of all the elements. Metaphysical, otherworldly, supernatural, whichever way you slice it, you are one special soul. Whereas other people have experienced the odd circumstance or random weird event, your life is defined by them.

You rely heavily on an intuition that has hardly ever let you down. Sometimes your thoughts and dreams could be considered downright psychic. Having such a unique set of gifts comes at a price though.

Mainly a two-way skepticism between yourself and just about everyone else in your world. Finding people who understand you becomes a daily internal struggle and one that follows you wherever you go. Since your element is one supposedly beyond earthly comprehension it is up to you (as well as others) to work to build a bridge of understanding.

Your place in the world: You are the ethereal entity blessed (or cursed) with the task of opening the eyes of a closed-minded world to the world they have blinded themselves to.

A food for thought indeed.

P/s: Miss you so much kor ;)

2009-03-31T08:46:00.003+08:00

OMG! I have just gotten myself a Samsung Omnia. I simply love it to bits! Was actually really considering in getting an iPhone due to Maxis much hype about it. However, after doing some research as well as advice from phone shops, decided that it was not worth it to get an iPhone.

On another note, went to Daiso (World's Largest Japanese RM 5 store) in IOI Mall 2 yesterday with Baby..Its suppose to be a RM5 store...So one would think going in there would be cheap right??? WRONG!!!

I ended up spending RM30 there for 6 items of useless things. I simply can't help myself!! All the things in the shop were so chio!! There were pink and fury items...cute bunny items!! So much more!! I just simply had to grab them!! I bought this cute lime green frog look a like sponge to wash my toilet. I figured out if i were to wash my toilet, i might as well do it with cute-ness! ROFL!

I also bought this cute toilet sign that has this cute little chick on it...awww....Okay..I'm wasting my money..I know..I know

Prior to entering Daiso, I went into Padini Concept Store. Got myself a luminous handbag which cost RM79, a pair of cat earings for my dearest Anna (RM XX) p/s. just in case she sees this, I don't want her to know the price..and I bought myself a pair of shorts for just in case i go on a holiday. All this would have cost me at least RM 120. BUT!!! Thanks to Padini, who gave me a RM 60 voucher, My bill ended up to only RM 50. Simply loving it!

Am trying to lose weight..lost 2kg already..I want to lose back to 42kg!!!

Its so hard to try to lose weight when you're in food haven (KL).

2009-03-18T09:00:00.003+08:00

Everyday I tolerate....i tell myself its okay.....But yesterday...you stepped over the line...I tolerated yet again..

Today..You stepped twice as much over the line...You are testing my patience...Someone please tell me what should I do...

2009-02-20T15:00:00.003+08:00

SAD!!! Very sad!! Lols... I just lost 2.5 million on poker chips on Facebook. Arghh!! This is horrible. I mean, I do know its just poker...but it sucks losing that much amount of money. Seriously. I shall stuff myself with ice-cream tonight to make myself feel better.

Look at that pathetic face..lols..taken courtesy of Serene. Sighs... Thats how one looks like after losing 2.5 million in poker.

2009-02-18T16:31:00.002+08:00

Oh how time flies.. Its almost 2 months since i've started my industrial training. Time really flies when you are not aware of it..I gotta say though, I can't wait for all this to end. I hate waking up at 6 a.m. every morning, go through to jam, meet clients, call clients, do proposals, work till 5 p.m., eat expensive lunch, etc

I cant really complain bout my work that much though, my work thus have its pros. Among it, I'm blogging right now at work, playing a little poker, etc..Shall not write too much...I might get caught by my boss. Muahahaha

Read Timothy's blog today on Fourfeetnine, found it really sweet of him to describe her as "a little drop of heaven". Aww....

Will blog more tomorrow with pics. Take care all

2008-12-31T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hellos all...its that time of the year again...New Year Resolution Time!

I'm sick of making new year resolutions..i never seem to be able to keep them..i might be able to keep them for the first few months, sometimes even worse, just days..and then i forget all about them. So whats the point of making new year resolutions?

Nevertheless, I hope in the year of 2009, everything will go smoothly for me and Eric and mummy. I will try my best to try to relax and keep my sanity in check or i might end up in Tanjung Rambutan one fine day.

I met my darling May aiai on Christmas...I'm so glad to finally be able to meet her after 2 years... Sighs..i miss her so...However, i'm not that fortunate to be able to meet my another lovely aiai, Shyan. Who's to be blamed? ME! I forgot to bring my passport. Crap. I travelled from KL to JB to realise i forgot to bring my passport at the border of JB. Great Shirlyn, that's so like you.

I'm really sorry Shyan aiai... I promise i'll find time to visit you in 2009. Will post up pics tonight or tommorow. Now, i'm just gonna kick back and relax and probably watch tele with Eric. I ain't gonna go anywhere crowded to do countdown and get myself stuck in the jam and probably end up doing the countdown in the jam in the car.

Loves, ShirLyn. Happy New Year everyone!

2008-12-24T13:28:00.001+08:00

Its Christmas Eve!!!

I cant wait to see May and Shyan..my two most loved aiais!!!

Merry Christmas everyone...have a blessed new year as well!

2008-12-23T09:41:00.003+08:00

Why do humans pay so much to get intoxicated and then start doing things they regret the very next day??

Same goes for why do humans pay to watch scary movies when all they do in the cinema is close their eyes because they are afraid?

Don't get me wrong...I'm not against alcohol or scary movies...In fact, i love to drink every now and then and watch scary movies as well

But I've often seen lots of instances when people get drunk and regret the very next day..

Surā-meraya-majja-pamādaṭṭhānā veramaṇī sikkhāpadaṃ samādiyāmi

2008-12-23T09:13:00.003+08:00

What does love means to you?

What does perseverance means to you??

What does 幸福的抉择 means to you??

Was having a chat with an old friend today... I've known her for about 4 years? She used to be in a relationship with her then bf for about ..i don't know...8 years?? They broke up last year...due to indifference?? due to pressure?? due to heated tension??

The lady tried to salvage the relationship but the guy was persistent in breaking up...The reason? He could no longer tolerate her...

It sucks seeing love falling apart...It sucks seeing such a long relationship breaking down...The guy recently fell in love again...The girl.....still single..

I cannot really explain the emotions I am feeling right now..Its a mixture of sadness....disappointment... etc..

Perhaps its due to the lack of mystery among them anymore...Perhaps its due to lack of tolerance....Perhaps "we" no longer exist.."I" comes to take place...Perhaps they drifted apart... Perhaps its fated...

So many questions...left unanswered...

I personally wish and hope my relationship would never end...I pray and hope for the best for all couples out there...Persevere...If ever you have doubts in your relationship....Just think back on the reason you fell in love with her/him in the first place...remind yourself of that reason.... It takes two hands to clap...Reflect on yourself before you push the blame to your partner...As the saying goes..If you point one finger at someone, four fingers are pointing back at you..

2008-12-11T00:13:00.002+08:00

Hey all,

I just finished my Year 2 Semester 2 final examinations today! Hooray!!

Think i'm stress free already? Well think again! My exams ended pretty sucky. I don't think i did well in my last paper. It was crap!

Aww..bla...Xmas is around the corner...Samsung Pixon is on my top wish list along with Nintendo Wii...ah...I got Eric's xmas gift already..he's even using it now...LG Cookie... =)

No mood to blog..crappy feeling...

XOXO

2007-10-29T13:33:00.000+08:00

Let me introduce you to this fantastic beauty product which i stumbled upon yesterday night in GIANT hypermarket... Dove, moisturising body wash... (deep moisturising) ... the packaging is pink in colour.... SUPER SUPER NICE SMELL CAN!!! really.. it smells like a bouquet of roses!!! <3333333333333 and the wash leaves ur skin a super soft feeling!!! I LOVE YOU DOVE!!!!! Thank you for your brilliant product~!!! GO GET IT NOW GUYS!!!

2008-01-09T10:55:00.000+08:00

Miao, looking as pretty as ever with her christmas prezzie by me
Me being ultra hungry
A more demure pic
She wore heels to look taller!!! We are of the same height!(winks)
My ultra nice lamb tepanyaki
My not so nice/super diluted sharkfin's soup
Advertising for Shogun
My room (with new haircut)
At secret recipe's
My bowl of steamboat
Nice decoration on the walls at Shogun
The scary painting on Shogun's wall

Sorry for the ultra late post, my 2 years old laptop decided to gave up on me.... had it checked by several people...all came with the conclusion that the motherboard has gone bonkers and therefore, i should obtain a new laptop.

I am a person who loves to rush into buying things (especially if i love the item alot)... Thus, i bought a laptop the very next day... Acer Aspire 4920.. It has a Intel Core 2 Duo processor, 1.5 Gb of Ram.. 160 Gb of Hard Drive and its in black..

Spend my first Christmas and New Year with Eric...I must say that this has to be my best Christmas and New Year ever...although it was celebrated in a simple manner, the presence of him being next to me..holding me beats the best party in town.

School has started after the New Year, lots and lots of assignment, mid term exams are around the corner..end of this month.. (its not even the mid of my terms yet!!) and lots of expectations from the lecturer. Went for Japanese buffet yesterday night with Eric (Shogun in Sunway Pyramid).

It was a great experience indeed. There were tones of food avaiable, from the varieties of sushi, sashimi, chinese food, western food (they had lamb shank!!!), different kinds of soup (even sharkfin soup), grilled tepanyaki, steamboat, lots of fruits and even a chocolate fondue! Somehow, i feel that Momoe has better quality of food even it has less varieties.

Thanks miao for the lovely christmas prezzie!!! Love ya to bits!

2008-03-02T00:40:00.003+08:00

Thank God for friends....not just any friends...good friends..

Thank you...Shyan...Yee..Anna....Cat...

2008-04-09T16:15:00.007+08:00

I found an interesting blog..Go check it out http://stickgal.blogspot.com/

I found two interesting pictures in the blog that i totally agree with. The first picture shows that a gal is backstabbed. The second picture is showing that she'd rather people front stab her than back stabbing her. Totally agree!! BRavo!

2008-12-05T01:14:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to my darling Yee Chien

Wow..how time flies..i've known this awesome girl for about...*starts counting* 8 years???

It all started during tuition...hahaha..oh boy..those were the days..I hardly knew her back then..She was rather quiet and reserved. But hey, don't let this outer appearance fool you..she's one happy and loud girl!

She kinda resembles me in some ways..Outspoken..she tells you straight without hiding things..Thats what i love about her..

My dear, although we don't spend much time together as much as I hope we could, I'd still like to tell you that I appreciate your friendship very much and I love you.

Have a blessed and wonderful 21st birthday!

2008-12-03T01:08:00.002+08:00

Aihs...insomnia again...Must be the stupid Brands Essence of Chicken i had a few hours ago..

Here I am again...ranting bout my boring life...I seem to be able to express myself better at night..I wonder why..

I always feel insecure...Insecure about studies...family....love...friendship....everything basically..I have very flamboyant or should i say wild imaginations of me failing my studies or perhaps simply falling from a lift which i'm taking...to falling into the drain whenever i cross those metal bars on the drain..or perhaps the dog at the opposite side of the road is so gonna chase me...to I'm gonna go crazy soon...to Eric's gonna leave me for some hot blonde bimbo (don't worry dear.. I know you wont..)... But at the end of the day..I know none of this might come true..I'm just delusional

I had the wackiest dream yesterday night..I dreamt i was balancing on poles 10 storeys high..swinging between poles on thin cables...I was woken up by the alarm on the phone...ah...dreams...

I'm getting crankier as days are approaching to my finals..Forgive me

2008-11-14T01:54:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

2008-11-14T01:31:00.002+08:00

The Value Of Friendship

I've often heard Eric mentioning casually in front of one of his good buddies John Gan that friends are meant to use each other...I know he is just joking coz John often replies him.."yeah, what are friends for man..".. Its just a joke that they share between each other..But sometimes i often ponder on the statement

I mean, what is the value of friendship? I grew up with no brothers or sisters..thus sometimes, i find it difficult to communicate with others as there often seems to be an invincible wall blocking me and others..Don't get me wrong..Its not as if I do not make an effort to try to be friends with others, but somehow...we just dont seem to "click".

Since primary school days, I prefer to mix with a smaller group of friends..preferably one to two...and not a bunch of people as I always feel...good friends should be in small numbers and thus there is no need for more...But somehow, others never felt that way...

Due to my selfishness, most of my close friends often drift apart from me when I hold back myself when I see them mixing with other friends..Its this evil part of me that wishes them to be just like me...only wanting me as their friend and not others...

I've changed alot since back then..I try to mix with as many people as I can...I often treat my friends well...I mean..I often try to give them my very best...But i often hope that they will too try to give their best to me...But somehow, sometimes...i feel that they just take me for granted...

In Uni, most of my classmates told me their first impression on me was I was very stuck up and scary...as according to them..I look fierce and rarely smile...I looked hostile to them...

Well, its kind of true..I don't make an effort that much anymore to try to make friends..I'm afraid of being let down...I often tell Eric that i'm fine with just having a few good friends (Shyan, Anna, Yee, May) although we rarely call each other, sms each other or chat with each other..But I always tell myself that its OK.....

Tonight, as I am writing this...I can't help but wonder..is it really OK? Am i really OK with just having these few good friends that I can really trust and talk to?? Am i really OK with not mixing with others?? Well, i suppose I am in doubt...

I wish I had more friends....Its true that I can't blame others for this mistake of mine..Its solely my fault...

The thing that evoked me to write this piece of post tonight is after a long grueling day at school.. I felt I am being used....oh well, I shall not dwell on it..Life in Uni is not a bed of roses...Its tough facing people who are so fake everyday...I try my best to put on a smile...To be nice to them..Well, i guess that makes me a fake too...

2008-10-16T14:48:00.007+08:00

Thought i might try to upload some pictures today so you guys can see how fat i've grown into. Lols. However, let it be noted that I have done photoshop work on these pictures, thus the reality might be slightly distorted. Hahahahaha.

These few pictures were taken in Aquaria KLCC right after i finnished my exams.

These pictures were taken in Genting Highlands during the weekend.

This is a mushroom soup made by yours truly. I made it from the scratch. And by scratch, i seriously mean from the start. I blended my own mushrooms, used my own oregano and parsley, cream, milk, butter, onions, etc. And guess what! It tasted as good as TGI's mushroom soup!

Latest picture of me and Eric in Genting Highlands.

2008-10-14T11:49:00.002+08:00

Hahaha..To my dearest Yee...Yes, i think its quite a forest in here...To my darling May, i'm was busy in September due to finals..now not quite..as its the starting of a new semester in uni but things will start heating up pretty soon

I've always hated people who procrastinate things. I find it simply untolerable. I always believe that you have to make time for time. However, i am guilty of procrastinating recently. I procrastinated writing in this blog, i procrastinated studying, i literally procrastinated in doing so many things that it ended up with me having sucky exam results with no one else to blame but myself.

After exams, I went to Aquaria KLCC with Eric. It was my 2nd time there and this time it was more fun with Eric around. I would love to post pictures here, but i hate using blogspot's insert picture feature as it is SUPER slow. Anyone can teach me how to upload pictures here instead of pressing the button for uploading pictures here?

2008-07-14T16:35:00.002+08:00

Hey people..

Yes yes..i'm sorry for my ultra lack of posts...i'm busy la...okay okay..fine its just an excuse...but I kinda lack inspiration to write....seriously..with too many things happening lately, i just don't feel like writing about it

When I want things done quickly and efficiently, people say i'm a dictator and being too pushy...When i slow down the pace and not rush things, people say i'm too lazy and too carefree...When I do things in a casual way...they say I don't care about my work...When I do it nicely...People ask me.."Are you sure you did that? You didn't ask someone else to do it for you?"

Such is the world...sighs..

The Dhammapada (Teachings of the Buddha) Verses (1) and (2) illustrate the immutable law of Kamma, under which every deed, good or bad, comes back to the doer. Here, the Buddha emphasizes the importance of mind in all our actions and speaks of the inevitable consequences of our deeds, words and thoughts.

I put my faith in you Lord... Sighs...